i'm going to do a major book reading-finishing session soon. i have to. i still haven't finish reading eckhart tolle's spiritual book. tsk. i'm such a bummer. and also terry winchester's book. sigh, it's essential, ha period.

hot coffee and spiritual books marathon tonight. teehee :] and of course, grey's anatomy. woohoooooooo

it's already been almost a week that i went out everyday. darn it. i felt abit worn out somehow.

i met christie again today heh. accompanied her for her nail spa session and just bluntly hang out in town. it's a shagged warm day today... and my head... my brain... my mind... it's erupting with questions and paranoia. why...

strike 1: leo

but it wasn't a leo. but it radically made some sense to me. those cards i've been playing with, those signs i have been seeing, could it be really possible? gee

and what's one way to forget you faster? i stared at your picture and it could make me feel like i have tidal waves, the gush feeling you get about everything that seemed so painfully miserable. i don't want to delete your pictures, neither do i want to stare at your face more, but i miss you. now you made me felt the angst, on myself.


anyway i really really want my hair to grow longer fast. i need to make an appointment with my doctor soon. i don't feel good. i really need those medicine. i believe in investing something that worth it and could make yourself feel better. heh.

currently i'm waiting for (you) to show up on my messenger list. there's no doubt that i always love to play with fire. well, come onnnnn, you only live once righhhttt. hahaha okay tsk. we'll see about that. well no matter what, i still got my guts on; security check(ed.) it's always and will be about my goals and principles in my life.

random, some said that i can be vague. am i not expressing myself much when i felt like its too much? damn




what we need is a persuasion, what you gave is a retaliation

Wednesday, March 18, 2009