i have decided what to do on new year's eve; for being very naughty this year, as a punishment, i will stay at home and be a very good young man. errrrr and partly because i am

b-r-o-k-e.


so christie, haha i guessed i will join you to rot and stone in front of MSN and our own T.V tomorrow. lol

hee well i thought it would be a good start for new year's resolutions alsooooo.


i want to be reborn again - fresher, newer, better, stronger. empowered and rejuvenated. it has been a crazy, disappointing year. i have done too much damaged on myself and i realised that i gotta do something since as i grow up, i need to be mentally prepared to become a very fine young man and not become any kind of useless leech to the society. (of course, that will never happen, i always knew when to draw a line)

i have thought of changing my cell number and my email address. i just like the idea. i am not saying that i am running away from my past or anything, i just want to let everything go and keep on moving, with great peace and no regrets.

i want to be more knowledgeable. i want to learn new things. from politics to cultures, food, histories, people, new words, whatever good stuff the world have. i have always wanted to pick up a new language to learn. how about french, the luv language? or spanish, the sexay lingua? heh yesss my blog. you heard me. hee. and i want to redye my hair again mannn. ok random. and yes, find a job. darn




and of course, stay effortlessly independent. (well who doesn't want to have a companion to love and share happiness with, but hey, if it's not coming, so be it then. no rushing needed. maybe the 'companion' has always been there and we're just too blind to see it. or maybe we are bound to be happier alone and just enjoy extremely wonderful life with our loving family and close friends.)

to hell with people who doesn't accept you for who you are. to hell to those that cheats and ditched you. to hell to those that ignored you. to hell to those who doesn't love you. to hell to those who have made your whole life a living hell. to hell to those who makes fun of you. to hell to those who have made you felt so low in your whole life. to hell to those who have hurt you.

we don't need them. they are u.g.l.y monsters.

no one can make you feel inferior without your consent. no one. nobody.

fuck those black hearts. huh black whattt? hearts? urmmm, do monsters have hearts in the first place? boooo. stupid fucking creatures.



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now smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


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we have to be happy, remember? don't forget. hehehe x]






okay my dear blog, i am so hungry and tired now. i want my breakfastttttttttttttttt! it's 6.31am now. who wants egg cake, cheese fries, hot sausages, baked beans and a cup of good ol coffee? hahahah no christie, not your decaf starbucks coffee of course.


sounds veryyyyyyyyy super appetizing to me :]



chao bella.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008