it keeps gettin' better. definitely, all the time, always.


yeah eversince o levels started i have been tellin faizal that i am goin to get a job during the last few papers of o levels but till now, all i did was rot and bum like a lazy arsehole every single fuckin day. okay not really, put aside those 3 weeks(close to a month already i think) of non stop partyin and clubbin, i did have absolute fun.
and yes f u n

i meant it.

i'm blessed and cursed at the same time. it sucks to bump into you for the first time in the club. it felt so wrong. it felt so right. hmm. sentosa and blablabla, gym sessions with you and hafiz, rot and chillax anywhere we find comfortable ok dang. its all wrong to love you. sometimes i'm super disgusted and disappointed with you and your behaviour, but i can't blame you cus you have been holding on to your life for what it has been for years i supposed. yeah definitely it can never happen. and i wouldn't want to be with you cus i knew somehow one is going to get hurt fuckin badly. i just think that you suck so badly sometimes, exception of those cute face that you make when you're sad or sulking which is inevitable. okay busok face. heh

and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn the second week of non stop clubbin was a new and interestin experienced. i kissed a fuckin cute sexy girl and i hope her boyfriend doesn't mind. i kissed a girl and i liked it, (it taste of her cherry chopstick). heh heh

and third week, at st. james, it draines me out already. ok boo.

i can't wait to party again this saturday and james wanted to go zouk. hmm.

i need a job so fuckin badly so that i can get a dlsr, a new cellphone and a brand nu lappy. and of cus, more good life to come. come come, pour some sweet suga on me. fuck to those who's enviable and worthless. i'm switchin gears, movin more faster. better. harder. stronger. i am on top of the world (:

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008