do you know that you're unlike any other?

i'm still your biggest fan after all these months, i don't think that will ever change in any time soon. i don't know what to do. i dabbed with it, i deserved it. whatever they told me about you, i'm always trying to deafen up my pair of ears. why? it's becoming haywire and i'm going super crazy for you though i know this phrase right here is fucking cliche.

i fucked up everything, still. no matter what is it, i will never be with you. yeah you. the one with the brightest eye color, lighting up my entire universe.

i am not someone who can ever be tamed, even if so, it wouldn't last long. i'll be running here and there like a wild horse, trying to find cosy spaces to settle down while looking for good food to eat on my own, forgetting the fact that my loved one is running at the back, trying to catch up with me. seconds turns to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months and i was still searching for a beautiful bright sunny day, with beautiful rainbow appearing in the bright skies.


my heart will always be hollow, running out of depths for sweet miseries to fill in, they dripped down from the cracks and bathed my sinful skin. i will be that difficult boy who can never be pour with sweet miseries, hence it's becoming a norm for me to avoid the people and their jugs of sweet miseries as not all of their jugs contain sweet miseries.

you can called me whatever you think i should be called upon, you have every rights to judge me. i am your loser, since i've failed to see you as a whole, whatever you are made of. i appreciated you the way you are, i respected you as a beautiful person. i apologised that it turned out to be this way.

i'm always missing your presence everyday, and your voice will be the soundtrack of my summer

Monday, October 20, 2008