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Saturday, 25 August 2007
absolutely.

reize is right. reize is very right.

"absolutely fine, right. and the world's getting misleading, like i don't even know who the fuck to trust anymore. "










something is not right. i can feel it inside. we no longer know what to chat about everytime we walk side by side on the way to school. i don't know what happen to us. literally, or is it i'm getting paranoid over this? i don't know. you tell me. until now, i still don't understand what does we both mean in the terms of being 'bestfriends'.

urgh.

i've come up with some reasons though. you're prolly getting bored and tired with all my laments every now and then, yes? hmm. i don't know. we're so different now. it's like, we're floating away, from our clouds. sometimes i wonder hard, what the fucking fuck really happened? or is it you just can't accept the way i am? i don't blame you. maybe it's just those time when we think we're pretty much grown up for now and felt like we don't need to do this anymore. i envied other people with their own bestfriends. nisa and yazid. ah yes. i'm not saying that bestfriend MUST do everything together, but we never did go out and spend time together like bestfriends did. weird eh? i don't see me important anymore. maybe i am the one at fault? for not treating you like a real real bestfriend?
so now i'm telling you, if we're really finally far apart, i shall treasure this friendship we had :]
but whatever it is, i still love my bulat and you are my number one bebeh.


it seems that everyone is rowing their boat faster and faster nowadays. far away to oceans, passing through each other's boats, no hi and bye thing. just keep rowing and rowing. don't you felt like the world is so much lonelier now? i'm not being pessimist here but if you ever thought for a second, it sure is. kurang kasih sayang agaknye aku. ahahaha.
chillout sessions and parties. new friends were made, time passes quickly. and then everyone left, and then, new friends were made again. and the cycle follows.

aww, we're growing up so fastttt.


i missed them.
i missed time.
i missed fun.
i missed us.
i missed it.

random.




sit still and close your eyes. what's behind the other door? no more silence, don't kill this thing we called love. just searching for the perfect drug. and when love comes calling, don't look back, don't look away.


Saturday, August 25, 2007

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