let's just take a deep deep breath in. and let it go. all outtttttttttttttttttttttt.

i still can't believe that i'm going to be a year older in a few minutes time. have you ever, had these feelings, when you felt like you're going to be older soon but deep in your heart, it trembles, saying, "no don't come. not now. please!"

thats currently my emotions now, lol. i cut my hair just now and i got to say that i looked more like izzul's twin. bleah. and i got school tmrw. DNT! chao narbeh. its going to be super super hell boring and my friends would prolly be wondering, " where the fucking fuck have you been? its the last of the 6 days of dnt workshop and you only turned up today? fucking asshole!"
i felt so better now. i no longer had any problems. i didn't believe it myself. i have dealt with every single one of it. from being afraid of cutting hair (read: since i don't want it to look bad once i cut it) to my fucking irritating room and my wardrobe, and then, bigfoot and some other personal stuffs i don't wish to mentioned. so now, my first few top priorities would be:

hitting the gym again; get fit once more
get my medications done and over with within these 3-4 months(read: i'll be fine by october, insyallah)
educations, my big examinations coming up in september

and i need:
new pair of school shoe(read: my school has started a new discipline rule btw. TOTALLY WHITE SHOE. NO BLACK LINING WHATEVER SHIT. NO ADIDAS. NO PONY. NO SHENGSIONG BRAND WHATEVER SHIT.)
new pair of glasses
new set of wardrobe
room revamp
dslr
supplements

i'll be broke soon. nuff said.

other than that, would prolly be spending times with my bros (read: we'll have chillout sessions again once i'm done with everything ok?) , goodfriends and family. and not forgetting, representing, the new NEW ME! lol wth

and f, thanks for being there for me. you're the greatest gift of 2007!
waney, i'll bring you to starbucks soon kay? haha sayang kau lah bulattt
imah! i still owe you ben&jerry's. heh(:

random.

and thanks for the wishes people! i absolutely appreciate it alot(: THANK YOU ONCE MORE! I LOVE YOU GUYS BIGCORE.















your beautiful, and thats for sure.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007